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Mellors reads the question again and again, struggling to follow its train of thought. He understands the two ways of being, being too gullible versus being too skeptical, what he cannot understand is why one should be afraid of being either of the two things
You are the way you are, you cannot change that so the only thing there is to do is learn to live with it. And if you start getting afraid of being the way you are, then you being to be afraid of living and that is a sure way to ruin your life.
As to himself, the Gamekeeper knows he's a gullible fool, he only has to think of Connie to be reminded of just how gullible he has been, believing that Her Ladyship would really fall for someone like him, a nobody. Still he believes, he believes in all the things that matter to him and he thinks that his faith in things makes him stronger.
You are the way you are, you cannot change that so the only thing there is to do is learn to live with it. And if you start getting afraid of being the way you are, then you being to be afraid of living and that is a sure way to ruin your life.
As to himself, the Gamekeeper knows he's a gullible fool, he only has to think of Connie to be reminded of just how gullible he has been, believing that Her Ladyship would really fall for someone like him, a nobody. Still he believes, he believes in all the things that matter to him and he thinks that his faith in things makes him stronger.
